Tuesday, April 14, 2009

An Act Of Desperation

Well, these days in case you don't know, my parents have been really on my tail about me hanging out with friends and stuff, because i am "supposedly" abusing drugs or whatever. Well, if only they really knew how much my friends mean to me, and how much they have helped me... I constantly hear from friends at school and Sunday school that my parents' friends are starting to hate me and whatever because I am "following the wrong path" and all. But I am just living a normal teens life, aren't I? Well maybe they're missing out, or maybe I am following the wrong path, but I've seen worse.. a LOT worse. Why can't they compare THOSE people to me, instead of all the goody goody annoying ass little A+ 4.5 GPA kids? To be honest, I don't have the potential to be like them, but one thing I am IS determined. But I have to find my motivation first... Once again, friends come in here, and help me realize my goals and motivations. Parents, they do nada. Friends: 1,000,000. Parents: 1 (giving birth to me). That's it. I've had it with them. Do this, do that. I don't understand why people should complain about their parents because most of the time, my situation is a lot worse. I mean, are your parents willing and trying to move to a 3rd world country half way across the globe just to get you away from your friends? Nope, didn't think so. But me being the "saint" I am, I just keep my mouth shut. How much longer will I have to put up with this? Till 18, hopefully, but you never know. I'm waiting for a miracle here.


...But what do I know, I'm just a stupid teenager...

1 comment:

  1. yah your situation makes mine look like pussy shit

    but that doesn't mean that my issues still don't destroy me at the same time.
    imagine, if i had your parents i would be cease living.

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